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第268章 星期日:感觉后背有些发凉(1 / 2)

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“真是贪心啊,知更鸟,你就不怕被力量反噬么?”镜子里的记忆知更鸟饶有兴趣的说道,“还是说,你打算连同你哥哥的那份一同背负?”

知更鸟的瞳孔猛的收缩的一下,记忆知更鸟一看知更鸟的样子就知道自己猜对了,记忆知更鸟接着用一种惋惜的口吻说道:

“真是自私啊,和哥哥一样。你和他都是一个样子。”

知更鸟听见记忆知更鸟这样说直接质问道:“你到底想说什么!什么叫做我和哥哥一样!”

“喂,我,你看,我不就是简单的说一句你和哥哥一样么,一样的自私,一样的自以为是。将自己的欲望加身于别人身上。至于为什么这样说,呵呵。因为我和你一样,你看,你所做出的选择不也是我强加给你的么?为的都是让你不必走上我所走过的老路。”

记忆知更鸟和同谐知更鸟异口同声的说道,小知更鸟突然感觉自己中计了,是啊,自己为什么非要按照“我”说的做,这真的是我想做的么?

我究竟想要的是什么?是让哥哥能和自己无忧无虑的生活下去么?还是想让别人能够无忧无虑的在自己撑的这把伞下生活下去。

“我....”小知更鸟脸色煞白,有些不知道该怎么面对自己愈发纠结的内心。

“你看,我不就是问你一个问题么?一个答案早就隐藏在你内心深处的问题。你究竟想要什么?”记忆知更鸟和同谐知更鸟又说道。

“你看。你连自己的内心都不敢面对,又怎么面对其他人,又怎么样背负我【记忆】和我【同谐】的全部。你太脆弱了,脆弱到哥哥每次都想要保护你,即使你想要早点挣脱哥哥的羽翼,正如那时候挣脱母亲的羽翼一样。”

“只不过啊,那时候是被迫的,哥哥在母亲逝世之后没经过你的同意,将你纳入了他的羽翼之下,直到现在。”

“知更鸟,这个位子本是你哥哥的,哥哥因为你的一句话,而放弃了这个位子...”

记忆知更鸟和同谐知更鸟的话语忽然变得极其具有蛊惑性,诱惑性,诱惑着知更鸟向着深渊慢慢走去。

知更鸟开始怀疑自己,怀疑自己真的是和我所说的一样么,犹如金丝雀一样躲在哥哥的羽翼之下。

“知更鸟,别挣扎了,我们都一样,我们救不了哥哥,你也救不了,你最后也只能眼睁睁的看着哥哥走向家族所谓的“对立面”然后家族将哥哥打倒,你只能在家族和哥哥看不见的背后私底下哭泣。”

“哥哥也自私,哥哥不也是一直认为你只能在她的羽翼下才能快乐的生活下去,以至于让你感到哥哥过度的束缚了自己。真是悲哀啊,我和哥哥都是一个样子。”

记忆和同谐知更鸟的话语不断在知更鸟耳边重复,冲刷着小知更鸟那脆弱的心理防线。

“哥哥....我....母亲..我....”小知更鸟哭不成声,两个自己的话太过于现实,太过于锋利,但小知更鸟无法否认,自己说的都是事实。

“即使是这种情况,你也在逃避啊,我。振作起来好不好~~~你可是继承了我和我的全部,怎么能如此的脆弱呢?”

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